how exciting and at the same time dithering this first blog has made me! i feel that i’m short of words, lost in space, out of tune! though no one would ever notice me trembling now, i still believe that one would assume that i would feel this way somehow…afterall, it’s my first time here! i always think that internet surfing is as fun and exhilarating as playing tennis. i do both activities in a very regular, fixed schedule: tennis every other day, internet surfing everyday! i regret to proclaim that i’m an addict of both.

take note, there’s a very strange commonality and/or coincidence with the two! with tennis, i need to hit the ball to the other court to initiate rallies or a game. with internet surfing, i really need to hit my desktop monitor to initiate login then browsing, otherwise, i wouldn’t see a thing. haha, poor me! it’s telling me clearly that i should now buy or change my home pc (desktop) to laptop. think, think, think! is it justifiable to trade my desktop completely with a laptop when the best that i can do with it is just to send emails, play pool and chat? funny that is! i’m not a tech-aficionada and definitely not laidback. i just cannot justify the need! but alas! comes a new discovery! blogosphere…

i believe that right now, i have enough justification why a change is required. i’ll have my laptop in place of my desktop in my little corner at home. when? only God knows…i’m still hopin’, wishin’ and dreamin’ for that. my laptop now is my sis’ and my other sis’ laptop is mine. it’s quite complicated but that’s true. i sometimes use my sis’ laptop while i’m also getting my other sis a new one. the latter being a reward or gift for her if she tops the exams. pretty tough huh! “are you really interested in giving me one or not?”, she complains. well, a reward is something one should work for. so, hit the mark, sis! i’m with you all the time.

but going back to my own laptop, materializing it depends solely on my first blog. why,why, why? that’s secret! okay, okay, it’s through patience and hard work…my motivation. i know He provides…so, i’m looking forward to having it soon. it’s very important, i know it is. so that i can do blogging full time in full blast, tsk, tsk!